taken & designed by herr twiggs | model: herr twiggs' hands
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today I came up with the idea to submit a very personal deviation.
fist I thought it needs a shocking title or something. but it is not something shocking for me at all - not anymore. it is a part of me. so the subject is the title.
I do nail biting since I can remember, tried to get rid of it a few times. but I couldn't stop doing it.
last year I let them grow like hell. it looked really good. but then something happened, I can't remember what, and I started to bite them again.
when I let my nails grow I'm somewhat into it that they have to look very nice. I polish them like hell, use some emery stuff and so on. when one of them get a crack I have to remove the nail with a scissor or something else, or do some emery stuff (I don't find the right word for it now). after a few days it looks like there never was a nail before.
sometimes this topic really bothers me. I ask myself silly questions like 'why can't I have nails like every "normal" person?' or 'what freaky thing happened to me that I bite my friends like hell?'...and so on.
but I accepted it as a part of me. only when I tell my mind to stop, then I stop. but not forever. there is always a time where I need this...addictive behavior. I don't know if I ever get rid of it. but this time I don't really care.
sometimes the addiction to bite nails is like a friend who helps you over things away you cannot change. I don't know. it is something warm and refreshing that comes over you. I really can't describe it in the right words.
I bite them, then I suddenly think I shouldn't do that. but then I did and everything's ok. not really ok, but just for the moment.
I tried that strange polish on my nails that taste like shit when you try to put the finger in your mouth. a few days later you like this tastes. so this one is no deal at all.
sometimes I need that bit.
like I said, it is a part of me. and there is a lot I can't and I don't want to change.
on recoveryourlife.com [link] I first read that nail biting is a disorder or more the sort of self harm. I never knew that it is such a topic.
it made me remember the days i used to do it. i dotn have any slighter idea about how i got rid of it but i haveb done it for years. except i the moments i am totally fucked up it is strange that whenever i am down, and feeling blue my poor nails are the first target i choose.
i do like the idea and because you are the creator and also model in that one and the thing behid it, is really special, a part of you as you said, so that makes the whole work unique.
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These woods are lovely dark and deep,
but I have promises to keep,
and miles to go before I sleep,
miles to go before I sleep
i had a friend Pat who bit his nails nearly right off, he also had a fear of cleaning his body(eek).
nervossness makes me do it. i get tweeked out and bite
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i do like the idea and because you are the creator and also model in that one and the thing behid it, is really special, a part of you as you said, so that makes the whole work unique.
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These woods are lovely dark and deep,
but I have promises to keep,
and miles to go before I sleep,
miles to go before I sleep
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my
nervossness makes me do it. i get tweeked out and bite
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Ihre Hände sind sehr hübsch. Meine Hände haben Narben und Schnitte auf ihnen. Es gibt oft Blut unter meinem Fingernagel.
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These are my scars. Let me show you how it feels...
You should probably kill yourself....NOW!
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I ♥ katamari
well, isn't that romantic? we bite our nails together at the camp fire. awwww.
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I ♥ katamari
I know the thing about the blood. it sometimes happens to me too.
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I ♥ katamari
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These woods are lovely dark and deep,
but I have promises to keep,
and miles to go before I sleep,
miles to go before I sleep
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my
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These are my scars. Let me show you how it feels...
You should probably kill yourself....NOW!
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